pare koi... ayos ba tayo dyan?

i talked to Lee, asked him to appear to me even in my dreams..subsconciously, i like him to come back to me..same night i was half awake i dreamed of him, hugged him tight, felt him..i looked at the skies there appeared some writings in white like chalk, so many equations on it was written "why not me?" " why be back? and why not?" then more equations and " i love you all". i cant forget his penmanship.. it was Lee indeed who visited me in my dream.sumasagot sya pag kinakausap

hei.. namiss kita

buledled..love youuuuuu..bagyo last sunday kami lang nasa loyola hehehe, pero naman we arranged the flowers pa din sa ossuarry mo. kaya during the typhoon ikaw pinakamalinis lugar .. miss u so much buledoy..

thank you led for granting my request to dream of you again..its like real even ur penmanship un na yun when you showed me the writings..parang equations yun mga yun ..we love you too led.thank you for the writings expressing your love for us..only you and i understand..you wrote there " i love you all" ikaw na ikaw yun led.salamat, salamat .my orchids bloomed bigla parang sumaya ako .sa sunday madami ka orchids sa ossuarry il take pics.we truly believe in miracles.miss you anak salamat

Missing you!!!

Don't Think I Do Not Grieve

Don't think I do not feel
because you see no tears
A river rages deep inside of grief,
and loss, and fears...

Just because I do not cry now
Don't think my heart's not broken
I keep inside the misery
Of words not to be spoken...

Sometimes I smile and I crack jokes
So you won't see the pain
Or notice how my hands will shake
Or how I've gone insane...

Each time I chance to think of my son
My heart is ripped asunder
The loss I feel is mine alone
You will not see my thunder...

I am always missing you, my son,please forgive me..the celfone that you gave me was stolen I do not know how i will feel...pero i'm sure sasabihin mo .."hamo na yun" ganun nga kaya? I feel how you felt, its unfair..dapat di pagbigyan mga ganun tao ..but what can i do? di ko nakita ehh..huhuhuhu someday, they will have a dose of their own medicine,God never sleeps, He saw what happened.I love you my Buledled

Mizzzzing u!

mother's day na naman lungkot na naman mommy..wala ako gift from you na..huhuhuhu..huh? alam ko na kaya ka na naman nasa isip ko ano? mother's day na naman pala....sa loyola na lang ako tambay ulit ..mahal na naman flowers sa mother's day

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